[kastelfan Posts: 528 Status: Offline Gender: Yamaha TYROS2, PSR 3000,PSR1000]

Appologize !!

HI

It is more than 3 years since Iīve upload last pack of styles, I made.
I know it shouldnīt be any reasons for this excuses, but anyway !!

In july 2017 my mother suddenly died due to OP complication ( replacement heart vaves) . It was for me a hard punch in my face.As many of you know, Iīm disabled, Iīm 56 years guy, bachelor ( not married), living together with my brother ( 51 old).
So I needed almost 2 years to pick up myself together and start making styles and playing keyboard again. In the mean time I disband all my pupils I teaching playing keyboards.
Yes, all 34 of them. 
There are the days Iīm not able to do anything , but sitting down and stairing somewhere in nothing. My  psychiatrist found out Iīm very depresive man.
OK enough whining, 
I m  admiting I made about 250 styles since my mom dead. So quite forgot making  styles I didnīt , just I didnīt find mood  ( my lazyness  is also not to neglecting) to upload on this forum .

OK, I will now continue  uploading styles where I stopped at spring 2017.
 Letīs do it !!

Bogdan aka Kastelfan

[OrganPlayer Posts: 498 Status: Offline]

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I want say someting about this,
i know how hard it is to lose people that are really close to you,
And i also know how spygich it can be for some people, also like me ( I will not go to deep About myself )
But many years i also was spychisch not good,

But time heal some wonds we learn to live with it

And i understand you complete , But you see years live is a big mesh , but time helps you to give it a place, and it become better and better.
You have really no idea how much people experience the same as you
And now it become some better with you also your hobby , and maby your work can start again

And i am sure Music will help you so it helps me al my life in bad and in good

I was 4 years i begin play and i am now 60 years music helps me in everyting

And that is why i do all the work for the people , and not to earn money from it no i do it with love

The same as you

I hope , you become better and better, and we all know this is life we come and we go like everybody but it can be very hard
The people that left behind , the will be in pain , We all will experience that , That is life A part of life

But time and music will help you

Grt Organplayer

[admin Posts: 32185 Status: Offline Gender:]

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Hi Bogdan

No apology needed....... We all welcome you back.

Time has a unique way of healing the soul.....

Ron & Judy

[PieterPan Posts: 879 Status: Offline Gender: Carpe Diem (Pluk de Dag)]

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Bogdan,

No need for sorry in any way, good to read te get yourself together again and make a refresh start. Welcome back my friend - be strong!

Best regards <> Piet

[frajag Posts: 53 Status: Offline]

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Welcome back Bogdan. I sure missed and superior skills in style making.  Life can be hard at times.
Best wishes and speedy recovery.

[fikke Posts: 100 Status: Offline Gender:]

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No apologies needed bogdan. You took the time you needed. We had some questions because you were suddenly without a trace. I am glad that you have found the courage to continue and I wish you a lot of strength.

[erbis Posts: 535 Status: Offline Gender:]

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Hi Bogdan 😁👍
You have no reason to apologize to us.
We are your debtors and we are glad that you are with us again.
I feel so sorry for you, but time does heal all the wounds.
For years I have not had parents who died, but I am alive and I have to deal with this difficult world.
I wish you, my friend of musicians, all the best.
Take care of yourself and pursue your passion.
You are brilliant at what you do for musicians.
Best wishes.
Erbis / Ryszard

[Boneybear Posts: 24 Status: Offline Gender: I play Yamaha Tyros 5, Roland AT80s Korg PA4x]

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Very sorry to hear of your very sad loss, but glad that you are back & thanks for all that you have done in the past & hopefully also in the future.
Tony